Planning My Own Parties

So I have been wrestling with the idea of planning my own birthday party for the past couple of weeks now.  I really don't know if its (a) appropriate (b) desperate or (c) weird...

Well, I went ahead and did it anyway.  And I did it twice!! Once for my going away/birthday party and once for my coming home/birthday party.  And now I am really excited to celebrate!!!!!!!  I think I made the right choice sending out my own evites...even if people think I'm weird, at least people can plan and then I get to see everyone I love.